doubt

We both person who so different but feel so much alike. We have brain in our head, We have feet in our shoes, We can steer ourselves in any direction we choose. kita adalah orang yang selalu merasa bahwa I on my own, i know what i know, and i am the guy who'll decide where to go. But, even in life, we has so much alike, we still a different person, don't we??? Sometimes i feel afraid, i don't know how to tell. Even i always try to remove or ignore my truly own feeling. Gue masih manusia kan yah? but God...... You have to mess up with my life, don't you? I just doubt, i don't know how to act. I think i can't think what you think about me. And it make me suffer. to know that i'm not the only one who stand beside you. Sepertinya seluruh alam raya ini enggak bisa ngebiarin Gue sober sebentar aja. I am not as strong as i'd like to think i am, God. Saat Gue mau ngehapus semua kenangan keparat antara gue dan Mr. Dawn waktu itu gue ga tau caranya sehingga gue ngehapus dia sekalian dari hidup gue. Saat gue sama anggi, gue tenggelam dalam permainan menyenangkan yang selalu bisa gue kendalikan tanpa membuat gue berfikir. And Him, the one who god sent to me this time. i don't know what must i do. Because it's like i fight with myself.