Biarkan hujan

Titik titik air yang jatuh ketika langit ingin menyapa bumi, atau air yang menopang terciptanya jembatan para bidadari? Hujan menghapus setiap jejak yang dulu direkam di sepanjang jalan. Seketika dia membasuh tanah yang lupa akan basah. Melintas diantara dahan-dahan dan semak yang hijau. Aku selalu jatuh cinta pada hujan, genangan air dan jalan yang menatap setiap gandengan tangan kita :)

set fire to the rain

i let it fall, my heart. And as it fell, you rose to claim it. It was dark and i was over, until you kissed my lips and you saved me. My hands, they're strong, but my knees were far too weak to stand in your arms without falling to your feet.
But (maybe) there's a side to me that you never knew. Never knew! All the things i'd do, you were never understand me. Never! And the games i play, i must be always win. Always win! 

But i set fire to the rain, watched it pour as i touched your face. Let it burn while i cry. cause i heard it screaming out your name. Your name!!



pretend to adele lyrics

move on

Memulai hizrah Bandung-Kuningan-Jakarta di akhir 2010, lalu mengambil keputusan untuk tetap berada di Jakarta dengan segala keberatan hati :(. Semuanya terus berlanjut seperti itu, ibarat Clownfish yang tersesat di sungai Amazone. Terus mengikuti aliran sungai dengan harapan akan menemukan laut di ujung sungai ini. Tidak ada usaha, Tidak ada keinginan lain. Semuanya pasif dan menerima, lalu menjalaninya seperti ini. 2011 dimulai tanpa mimpi, tanpa resolusi. it's just happen gitu aja. Jadi pecundang sejati di tengah-tengah tahun. Terus berusaha menerima takdir tanpa mempertanyakan apa yang tuhan gariskan untuk hidup ku. Hilang arah dan terus berlarut-larut mengikuti kesedihan. Dan sedikit lebay, melankolis, emotional, bermain-main dengan banyak hal dengan harapan bisa menebus semua kesedihan terkutuk itu. Tetapi kebas...tanpa rasa. "Bertemu" dengan manusia di atas standar manusia normal di penghujung tahun. Dan hizrah keDua pun dimulai. Lalu segala hal yang aneh-aneh, terus bertambah aneh, dan kita terjebak dalam keanehan-keanehan lainnya.

So Wonderful.... Sekarang sudah move dari 2011. So manything happened in 2011. I become 23, and know live would be harder every we grow up. I've learned to be greatest, to know my family's better, to know my friend's better, to know my God's better, and so to know myself better. Learning hard about a patient, a pain, a happy, a faith, and so much thing i can't say. Learned to still believe that someday in however way "it" would be come true. Someone has told me to keep my dream, my happiness, that's give me power to still alive. The life must go on, and I Should have a meaning for life. That was all he said. 

Thank you.... for you who catch me everytime i fall. Who hold my hand everytime i feel alone. Who said that he loves me. :)

Be nice 2012 \(^-^)/